AAAAA...MARAHNYAAAA..APSAL LAA ADE ORG2 BUNGUKS MCM EN ....... SAKITNYA JIWA AKU...INGAT KITE NIH ANAK AYAM KERR NAK TENGKING2 SESUKA HATI...ADE OTAK TANAK GUNA..TU LAA KALAU INGAT DIRI TU DAH BAGOZ SANGAT....MCM DIA SORANG JE HEBAT...BONGOKSSSSS

BEEZEE DAY...

Reached office quite late today...Sampai2 je tgk dah ade documents atas meja..wachaaaa!!!pening pale gue...Ape2 pon, kene breakfast dulu sblm buat keje...perut pon kene isi jugak beb.


Baru je nak menyuap..telefon ku berbunyi kring kring kring..mintak diangkat..adusss..lemah betol laa kalau telefon dah berbunyi....satu pekerjaan yg aku paling malas nak buat. Nih tadek laen aa nih..mesti supplier tanya pasal payment..pagi2 dah call opis org..Dengan malasnya aku angkat laa jugak..as expected..mmg supplier.Hurm..nak buat camner..dah keje aku setelkan payment org..kene laa menjawab.


X menang tangan dan mulut hari nih...semua bende nak siapkan sekelip mata. huh...rasa termengah2 plak..dah laa dengan Yan tadek..seksa hidup aku..nak gie mana pon susah sbb kene tunggu opis. Biar aku tadek dr Yan @ Kak Yang tadek..bab2 keje admin nih mmg aku lemah sket...byk bende yg kengkadang aku takleh nak jawab. Bila diorang tadek terasa diri nih bengap sangat2...byk bende aku tatau. Time nih baru laa rasa terkial2 nak buat tu laa..nak buat nih laaa..:((


Walaupon bz..mood aku ok lak hari nih...rasa nak tersenyum jer hari nih..tatau apesal...Mb dah lepas rindu pada my dear kot smalam...4 hari tak jumpe..rasa cam 4 thn jer...Bila nampak jer muke happy dear smalam kat stesen komuter..rasa seronok sangat. Sampai ke pagi nih aku tersenyum je..sampaikan kene tegur plak kat En Sofian...blushing aku hari nih...dah laa pakai baju warna pink..tambah muke blushing aku..lg laaa. Merona merah muka ku hari nih...ewaaahh


Tatau apsal..rasa rindu sangat2 pada dear hari nih..tak sabar rasanya nak jumpe dear ...tak pernah lagi rasa rindu giler camnih..tatau apsal hari nih rasa laen macam jer...rasa seronok jerrr..baru aku tau camnih perasaan org bercinta...dulu tatau...ye laaa..dulu sorang..skang dah berdua, mestilaa rasa best jerr :)...ahahha...I'M IN LOVE

COME BACK..

Well....it's been more than a week after my last post. Bukan ape, got a very long fever and tons of work. Alhamdulillah, now i'm recovered although not fully recover (still got flu and cough...wachaaaaa!!!!). Aduiii..dugaan betul rasa sepanjang minggu lepas. Dateline berlambak2, but then i felt sick. Totally sick. But i can't rest at all. Got sooooo many work until i can't sleep at all. My body felt sooo tired. My head gonna explode. I can't swallow the foods. Everything come in, i have to throw it back. Seksa bebb!!Seb baik my dear always by my side. Keep reminding me to take my 10-piece-of-pills + the syrup..uhuhuhh...Rasa dah tak sanggup nak tgk ubat2 tu dah...Rasa badan nih dah jadik stor ubat plak...bau badan pon dah bau ubat aje. Thank God, there's one nite when i was sooo sick, Dear came to my house and took me to the other clinics. But sorry dear, I can't take that medicine...rasa alah sangat2 ngan ubat klinik tu. It was not i'm not appreciate your effort, but i just can't take it. It's kinda of allergy thing.

Sekarang nih dah boleh tarik nafas lega sket. I finished my Bank recon yesterday. Huhhh!!!Rasa beban dah lepas skett..The other recon also still on the way, some of it dah siap and need a little touch up before i submit it to the relevant person incharge.

Skang nih dah sihat sket rasa cam nak mkn ajer. Mkn dan mkn lagi...kalau hari tu takleh nak mkn langsung, this is the time to revenge..ehehhehee. Tapi alang-alang berat dah turun sket, i just need to be careful supaya tak naik balik berat. Nanti bising plak pihak2 berwajib tu nanti, maklumlerr Lembaga Penapisan Makanan dan Berat Badan laa katakan :p. Tapi nak buat camner kan, kalau dah naik. Hati senang laa katakan, betul tak dear???

I just can't wait until tomorrow. BALIK KAMPUNGGG.....HOYEEEEE!!!!Rasa cam dah lama jer tak balik. Dengarnya PakAndak n Mak Andak aku korban tahun nih...nih yg best nih...balik kg laaa gamaknye kitorang lepas semayang raye. Bleh jumpe Fareez...eeeiii musti comel dah si Fareez...Dah boleh jalan kot agaknyer.Errkk...balik kg?????abisss laaa aku kene terjah ngan soklan2 bonus lagi kali nihh..hari tu tak abis lagi edisi siasat diorang. Nih Cik An aku pon ade...hancus laaa hidup aku. Tanak balik buleh takkk???huwaaaaaaa

I just wondered how Atok Busu n MakDik kat Mekah skang nih???Sihat ke diorang? Yang paling aku risau mesti laa Tok Busu. Patutlaa mak aku asik demam aje. Takkan rindu kot kat mak sedare kesayangan dia tu??Tp sejak Tok Busu pegi Mekah nih, mak demam tak baik2. Sblm aku demam hari tu dia dah demam seminggu, smalam ayah called aku, mak baru baik demam lagi. Batuk baru nak baik. hurm....sah laaa rindu kat Tok Busu tu. Tok Busu balik dari Mekah tu nanti tgk laaa...melekat jer duaaa org member kamcing tu. Ade jer bende nak citerr.Seronok gak tgk camtu. Nanti aku ngan mak andak kalau dah tua2 pon camtu ker aaa???

Erk..dah 9.30. Kene start buat keje nih. Perut pon dah kenyang. Mata pon dah segar balik, so boleh laa buat keje. Oklah....chalos...adiossssss

KAULAH SEGALANYA....

After having a delicious dinner yesterday( yummy!!!), ERA played one of my fav song. I tuned the volume a little bit higher so that my dear will hear all the lyrics which I think refering to myself. Eventhough this song is quite an old song, but i like it very much. I will try to find the audio and put in this blog later.



Dear....this song is for u....

Kau merubah segala

Cinta yang ku dahaga

Kehadiran dirimu menyinari

Mekar semula hatiku

Kau lukis hidupku

Kau hias hatiku

Kau sambut cintaku tulus ikhlas

Suci hatimu kasih

Kaulah segalanya

Yang menyinar hidupku kasih

Hanya satunya yang kucintai

Sambutlah cintaku

Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku

Cintaku padamu

Ikhlas sejati

Hulur tanganmu kasih

Sambut cintaku

Jangan tinggalkan daku seorang diri

Tak sanggup dilukai

Maafkan daku jika salahku

Peristiwa yang pernah ku alami dulu

Aku tahu betapa pahitmu

Menerima sejarah hidupku

Kaulah segalanya

Yang menyinar hidupku kasih

Hanya satunya

Yang kucintai

Sambutlah cintaku

Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku

Cintaku padamu

Ikhlas sejati

Cintaku padamu

Ikhlas sejati....

OH!! HAPPY DAY

I received a phone call about 2.56 am this morning from Abg Fuad and Kak Yang informed me that she's in the hospital. I was so excited and asked her whether she has giving birth to her second child. She's laughing and told me that her vagina was just opened about only 4cm. She asked me not to worry much about her. Huh...its kinda me who wants to giving a birth at that time.

I can't sleep well after she called. Always check my handphone (mana laa tau tetiba off sendiri plak). But then, about 5 something, i felt sumthing that i can't describe and i checked my hp again, but no misscalled or sms's received from neither kak yang nor abg fuad. Later, just before 6.30 am, i received a call from anonymous no. and it was just a misscalled. I straight away called kak Yang and abg fuad answered it. He gave the phone to kak yang and the moment she told me that she just giving birth to his cutie little boy about 5 sumthing (no wonder i felt sumthing around 5-6am) , my tears drown like a water. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Thanks to Allah for saving kak Yang and my little cutie boy. I can't hardly wait to see her. Alhamdulillah, the baby is ok and everything is fine. The baby's weight is about 3 point sumthing and he is more fairer than Imal...alhamdulillah!!

I called my dear immediately and woke him for Subuh prayer. I told him that I got the second child (ehehe...berlagak jap ngan anak org)..and he was so excited. I can't stop crying caused i'm so happy and can't hardly wait to have my own baby (later aa dear..;p). He told me that he can't sleep well this morning (uiksss...why we always have the coincidence, dear??takkan awak rasa berdebar cam saya jugak??).

I just love both Imal and his new little brother and i really want to see them both as soon as possible. Now i got two kids!!!! Senang kan????

New year, new task

On the last day of 2004, I had a meeting with all Asst. Manager and Officers conducted by our Manager. Dapat email panggil meeting aje pon dah tau ape agenda utama, RESTRUCTURING. Agak cuaks jugak. Mana laa tau kene transfer ker, kene head new unit ker, sayang laa nak tinggalkan opis aku yang tersayang nih.

I was informed that En Husen is taking over my task at Melaka campus, so i will just concentrate on my unit at Cyber only. So..rasa lega jugak laaa. So takder laa terkejar2 ke Melaka nak siapkan keje. But after that, he informed that another unit will park under me, Procurement. Hurm...quite interesting. Macam tau2 jer aku tak minat nak buat akaun2 nih...cause myself towards mgmt accounting. Syukur sangat2 laaa.

Rasa lega jugak laa dah tak ke Melaka. So i can be fair to my staff also. Dulu terasa cam mengabaikan kak suzy n kak abar, tp sebenarnya tadek niat pon nak abaikan diorang. Cuma masa lebih byk abiskan di Cyber, so i just had a little time wif them. Ape kabar laa kak abar n kak suzy. Bila dah tak ke Melaka, means that, tak dapat laa jumpa yang lelain cam kak fazilah, kak ena, kak seri, kak diana n cik din. Windu laaa nanti kat diorang.

Yang lagi tak best ...dah tentu laaa jarang dapat balik rumah dah. Kalau dulu, lepas keje bleh balik rumah terus. Skang nih mmg bercintalah nak rush pegi pudu balik, amik tiket malam. Lemah lutut aku camnih. tak sanggup dah aku nak bersesak2 kat Pudu tuh...rimasss!!!!

Skang nih tgh belajar sket2 ttg new task. The most important thing, tgh pk camner nak bawak masuk Sa'ar dalam opis nih. Ooo..luper..bila dah dapat unit baru, maknanya aku dapat lagi sorang staff..so skang in Cyber , i got 3 staffs. All quite supportive. So, nak bawak masuk sorang staff lagi, aku kene laa make sure sitting position dia comfortable. Aku nak dia lebih rasa selesa dari tempat lama dia. Tp blom dapat idea lagi camner..so sementara nih dia terpaksa laa stay at his place dulu. Hurm...

Hope with this coming new year, i had a new life. Hope much2 more interesting than the previous years.InsyaAllah!

2004...IN MEMORIES

Welcome to 2005...and goodbye 2004...the most memorable year in my life. A lot of things happen in my life that most of it I want to throw it out from my memory ( cause now i put it in my Recycle Bin of my RAM, but i tried very hard to DELETE it cause some errors occured while i'm deleting it).

The biggest thing happen in my life that InsyaAllah , I won't forget until the last day of my life when my dearest came into my life and love me until i fell in love with him. Thanks dear for giving me a strengths and gives everything that i want in my life.

There's a few thing that sometimes i regret that i cannot achive through out the year.

1. Laptop/Notebook (to replace my old pc..)

2. Digital Camera Canon Ixus i...and now i want Canon Ixus i5 for ayah

3. Reebok / Nike shoes

4. CD changer for my car

5. A set of SKII skincare

6. Perfumes

- Pleasures Intense by Estee Lauder

- Glamorous by Ralph Lauren

- Simply by Clinique

- True Star by Tommy Hilfiger

- Eternity Love by CK

- Cheap & Chick by Moschino

- Paul Smith Extreme by Paul Smith

7. Padini Office Suit

8. New purse

9. New set of couch for mak

10. New set of furniture for my room

11. New handphone for ayah

12. Dunhill and CK perfume for ayah n abang

13. DVD player

14. New oven for mak

Hurm....such a long list kan???I hope in this 2005, i will try to get most of it.

MY LOVELY MBA

I had a little time this morning reviewing some pictures from my files..and suddenly I saw this pic...Oh my !!!I miss my MBA a lot!!!I think i didn't drive it for 5 months..(yeah...almost that long). Since i bought that car for my parents (and of course for my lovely brother...I know that u drove it to everywhere , abang), I just had a chance once to drove it when my mom took me back from work at Melaka. Last week , went back to my home(huh...after more than a month i spent my weekend at Cyber) , i just can stare at my car but I am too lazy to take it out from the porch. Well baby...i miss u so much..and wait until i come home to meet u again...waacchaaaa!!!