LOVE LETTER

Wanna know how to propose someone and dun know how to tell them? Below are the examples of the letter that u could follow...ehehhee...

Thanks to Ryn for the samples...uhuuhuh

SAMPLE OF A MODERN LOVE LETTER

Dearest Bedah

I am very happy to inform you that I have fallen in love with you since Tuesday, the 17th of August 2003. With reference to the meeting held between us on the 17th of August 2003 at 1500 hours, I would like to present myself as a prospective lover. Our love affair would be on probation for a period of no less than three months and depending on compatibility, would be made permanent.

Of course, upon completion of probation, there will be continuous relationship training and relationship appraisal schemes leading up to promotion from lover to spouse. The expenses incurred for coffee and entertainment would initially be shared equally between us.

Later,based on your performance, I might take up a larger share of the expenses. However I am broad-minded enough, to be taken care of, on your expense account.

I request you to kindly respond within 30 days of receiving this letter, failing which, this offer would be cancelled without further notice and I shall be considering someone else.

I would be happy,if you could forward this letter to your sister, if you do not wish to take up this offer.

Thanking you in anticipation.

Yours sincerely
Abu

MODERN REPLY TO MODERN LOVE LETTER

Dear Abu

Please refer to your letter dated today. I am pleased to inform you that I hope to accept your proposal for Romance. However, you should be informed that there are certain conditions of acceptance. Promotional prospects are to my satisfaction.

However,please enlighten me as to your retirement benefits. Gratuity should be generous.I also need to be assured that there is sufficient security with regards to this commitment. If there is any chance at all of retrenchment or consequent disinterest on your part, then I should receive monetary compensation according to union standards.

Due to the nature of my position, I am sure you will agree that an expense account should be arranged for my access in light of the 'VIP'. I shall be entertaining. In addition, housing and transport allowances should be in order and nothing less than a Jaguar is in order.

Please also note that there should be no moonlighting restrictions placed on myself. If you are still interested in the relationship,please reply on an urgent basis as other prospective lovers have sent indications of interest.

Please also note that my sister is happily employed.

Yours perhaps
Bedah

WONDERFUL WEEK


Come back to the office this morning with a tired body. Bila dah cuti lama, camnih laaa.Mood nak keja pon tadek laaa. Nak wat camner, sapa suh bagi cuti lama.Tp mengenangkan both of my staff terpaksa EL, dengan langkah malasnya aku pon datang laa jugak opis. Bukak je pintu opis, tgk dokumen berlambak atas meja...waaaa..byknyer nak kene setel.



Sepanjang cuti 5 hari nih mmg seronok sangat. Oh luper nak bitau, my brother getting enggaged last saturday. Tunang dia pon agak cute orangnyer. Kecik sket dr aku..uhuhuh..nih yg jeles tahap gaban.And she looked so cute on her engagement day. So like my brother. Seems so cheerful. Agaknya sbb kene mandi air limau kot pagi tuh..ahahahha. Mak dengan ayah pon nampak gembira sangat. Ye laa..anak sulung diorang nak kawen dah. Yg kelakar tu mak aku plak yg menggigil nak sarung cincin..nak gelak pon ade..tp balik tu dalam kete mmg kene gelak laa mak aku..aku bukak citer. Sbb aku sorang jer nampak tgn mak aku menggigil masa nak sarungkan cincin tu. Ye laa..tadek experince..first time sarungkan cincin. Aku rasa cam terharu pon ade..first time plak tu tgk muke bakal kakak ipar. Masa aku salam dia tu pon dia still tak perasan aku. Mmg tak penah jumpe pon. Rasa cam seronok plak nak ade kakak nih. Tp rasa cam tak best pon ade sbb ade org baru dalam family. Whatever, bila aku terdengar lagu waheeda ngan izam eye pagi nihh, rasa cam makin tak sabar plak nak tgk abg aku naik pelamin. Dalam otak aku nih dah plan macam2 dah. Macam aku plak yg nak kawen ehehehhe.


Minggu lepas bukan setakat abg aku jer yg bertunang, kawan aku ,Gee, pon bertunang gak. Rasa terkilan gak laa tak pat pegi umah dia masa dia tunang. Dah janji nak pegi, tp kebetulan abg aku pon nak tunang jugak, so terpaksa cancel plan.Tp yg geram tu, abg aku plak boleh pegi JB...selamber badak jerr..aku ngan mak aku plak yg bertungkus lumus siapkan brg dia. Dia siap bleh gie JB lg. Hansam betol laa abg aku nih.


Went to Poh Kong last Friday..ape lg. Nak beli cincin tunang laa..tak boleh laa plak guna cincin ade batu. Kene laa plak ikut adat NS..isk2...dengan bersusah payah(dgn byk kedai tak bukak lg), kitorang pon pegi laaa mencarik kat Poh Kong. Part tak best tu, aku plak yg kene pilih.Uk aloh..nih sapa nak tunang nih??aku ke abg aku??jari ku yg mulus dan comel nih laa yg jadik mangsa. Jadik model Poh Kong laa skejap. Dah tau jari aku besar gaban, lg mau sarung kat jari aku. Apa daaa...ikut je laaa..org suh sarung, aku sarung aje laaa. Pehtu secara automatiknyer, sempena abg aku tunang, aku dapat laa jugak sebentuk cincin ( ade bentuk love lagi tu..) dr mak aku...uiyooo..kalau aku tau, aku mintak yg mahal2 sket...sok2 kalau abg aku kawen, aku dapat jugak kot??ahahha...sok2 aku nak mintak bangle plak laaaa..best sket.


Come back to office, ada laa sorang hamba Allah tu pon menunjukkan cincin baru dia..cincin ape lg..ala2 tunang laa tu. Walaupon tak rasmi jadik tunangan org, dalam erti kate laen, mmg dah tunang laa tu. Mmg ngade2 sorang tu. Tak cakap pon dengan kite. Tp seronok laaa..nak2 plak dengo nak langsung thn depan..hoyeeee..tp terpaksa laa naik Kelantan sbb aku pon terlibat sama dalam percintaan diorang nih. Cemana laa aku bleh interframe ngan percintaan diorang nih pon aku tatau. Tau2 jer aku mmg terlibat secara langsung. Ape2 pon mmg aku gembira laa dengan kawan aku nih. Mmg dah lama aku nak diorang nih kapel. Menjadik plak,gumbira bukan main laa aku.


Ape2 pon, mmg aku happy sangat2 dengan diorang bertiga nih. Aku??bila plak nak bertunang??hurm..ntah laaaa

I found this interesting article from a site that i surfed this morning. Have fun!

Reminder! : This article not belong to me.

Motor ku VS Kete ku

Motor - keluar rumah pukul 7.30 pg, bawak sambil menyanyi. keluar pukul 7.45 pg pun

sempat lg tp bawak mcm org nak mati.
Kete - berkadar terus dengan tahap jem. Kena bangun awal, pastu datang opis mengantuk pulak

Motor - jangkamasa nak sampai 30 minit (dr pintu pagar rumah kat serdang sampai kat

tempat parking bawah, bawak slow, belum rempit). 30 minit tetap, hujan ka ribut ka,

kete terbalik tengah jln ka, asal jangan motor sendiri terbalik sudah.
Kete - kalau ada kete terbalik tengah jalan, kira half day la masuk opis, tekan tugas luar masa

swipe masuk, takkpun tak swipe(cakap lupa punch).

Motor - naik motor ngan awek, awek peluk kita
Kete - naik kete ngan awek, awek peluk bantal dlm kete kita, sapa yang rugi. Ye la, kalau awek

peluk kita, camna nak bawak kete

Motor - kalau hujan, basah bersama. boleh menguji kesetiaan awek
Kete - kalau hujan, kete basah. Balik kalu kete kotor, kita jugak kena basuh

Motor - kalau tak basuh, tak berapa nampak sangat
Kete - kalau tak basuh, jauh sebatu dah nampak. Pastu nanti orang cakap pemalas, camna nak

jadi buat boipren. Bukan malas, kalau kete bekilat, orang pandang kita nanti awek

marah pulak, habis tu camna.

Motor - isi minyak 4 inggit, full tank, tahan 3 hari
Kete - isi 40 inggit, belum full tank, belum awek ajak gi makan jauh-jauh, belum ronda-ronda,

belum dapat gaji, belum?.. dan lagi, dan lagi

Kete - gi rumah family budak perempuan, nak ajak keluar, tetiba pulak mak dia nak ikut

sekali, rosak program.
Motor - mak dia nak ikut sekali, nak duduk celah mana, duduk dalam raga boleh la.

He he,
Sekadar hiburan semata-mata. Anyway untuk yang perempuan tu dinasihatkan lah naik kete, kalau jatuh kang, tertoreh kat mana-mana, dah potong seribu duit hantaran.

--->aku: Terasa plak bile baca article nih..sian kat dear aku.

"Because You Loved Me"
by Celine Dion


For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

DOA UNTUK KEKASIH

" Ya Allah ya Tuhanku..
seandainya telah Engkau catatkan Dia milikku...tercipta buat ku...
satukanlah hatinya dan hatiku...titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami..
agar kemesraan itu abadi...
Dan Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku yang Maha mengasihi...
seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini..
kearah ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi
dan semoga hidup kami diredhai.."
Ameen Ya Rabbal Alamin

*credit to Fathiah for the doa

LOVELY SATURDAY

hurm...agak lama jugak aku tak jenguk blog nih...bukan ape..rasanya through out the whole week nih aku rasa tensen sangat2..tatau laa naper..byk sangat problem dtg..mungkin nih dugaan buat aku dari Allah.



Alhamdulillah, di saat-saat aku menghadapi pelbagai masalah, kawan-kawan sentiasa berada di sisi memberi sokongan. Yang paling penting Dear sentiasa ada..he always by my side no matter what..either my up and down. He built up again my confidence to go through all the obstacles in front.



Getting better today...just doing my daily work at the office after having a nice breakfast with kak Wey..Rasa cam otak kosong giler..no more to think about walaupon problem belom betol2 setel...Alhamdulillah, aku dapat siapkan keje2 dengan tenang tanpa ada gangguan...mmg besshhh...tido mlm td pon agak tenang..tak seperti malam2 sebelumnya..tp sbb ngantuk sangat rasa cam malas giler plak nak bgn...tp sbb hari nih hari sabtu mesti best kalau pegi keje..sbb dok ingat kalau tadek keje nak tgk katun..tp tgk docs bersusun atas meja..tak jadik nak tgk katun


Uikss..dah 12.50..kene balik nih...oklah..chalos duluuu..byeeee

AAAAA...MARAHNYAAAA..APSAL LAA ADE ORG2 BUNGUKS MCM EN ....... SAKITNYA JIWA AKU...INGAT KITE NIH ANAK AYAM KERR NAK TENGKING2 SESUKA HATI...ADE OTAK TANAK GUNA..TU LAA KALAU INGAT DIRI TU DAH BAGOZ SANGAT....MCM DIA SORANG JE HEBAT...BONGOKSSSSS

BEEZEE DAY...

Reached office quite late today...Sampai2 je tgk dah ade documents atas meja..wachaaaa!!!pening pale gue...Ape2 pon, kene breakfast dulu sblm buat keje...perut pon kene isi jugak beb.


Baru je nak menyuap..telefon ku berbunyi kring kring kring..mintak diangkat..adusss..lemah betol laa kalau telefon dah berbunyi....satu pekerjaan yg aku paling malas nak buat. Nih tadek laen aa nih..mesti supplier tanya pasal payment..pagi2 dah call opis org..Dengan malasnya aku angkat laa jugak..as expected..mmg supplier.Hurm..nak buat camner..dah keje aku setelkan payment org..kene laa menjawab.


X menang tangan dan mulut hari nih...semua bende nak siapkan sekelip mata. huh...rasa termengah2 plak..dah laa dengan Yan tadek..seksa hidup aku..nak gie mana pon susah sbb kene tunggu opis. Biar aku tadek dr Yan @ Kak Yang tadek..bab2 keje admin nih mmg aku lemah sket...byk bende yg kengkadang aku takleh nak jawab. Bila diorang tadek terasa diri nih bengap sangat2...byk bende aku tatau. Time nih baru laa rasa terkial2 nak buat tu laa..nak buat nih laaa..:((


Walaupon bz..mood aku ok lak hari nih...rasa nak tersenyum jer hari nih..tatau apesal...Mb dah lepas rindu pada my dear kot smalam...4 hari tak jumpe..rasa cam 4 thn jer...Bila nampak jer muke happy dear smalam kat stesen komuter..rasa seronok sangat. Sampai ke pagi nih aku tersenyum je..sampaikan kene tegur plak kat En Sofian...blushing aku hari nih...dah laa pakai baju warna pink..tambah muke blushing aku..lg laaa. Merona merah muka ku hari nih...ewaaahh


Tatau apsal..rasa rindu sangat2 pada dear hari nih..tak sabar rasanya nak jumpe dear ...tak pernah lagi rasa rindu giler camnih..tatau apsal hari nih rasa laen macam jer...rasa seronok jerrr..baru aku tau camnih perasaan org bercinta...dulu tatau...ye laaa..dulu sorang..skang dah berdua, mestilaa rasa best jerr :)...ahahha...I'M IN LOVE

COME BACK..

Well....it's been more than a week after my last post. Bukan ape, got a very long fever and tons of work. Alhamdulillah, now i'm recovered although not fully recover (still got flu and cough...wachaaaaa!!!!). Aduiii..dugaan betul rasa sepanjang minggu lepas. Dateline berlambak2, but then i felt sick. Totally sick. But i can't rest at all. Got sooooo many work until i can't sleep at all. My body felt sooo tired. My head gonna explode. I can't swallow the foods. Everything come in, i have to throw it back. Seksa bebb!!Seb baik my dear always by my side. Keep reminding me to take my 10-piece-of-pills + the syrup..uhuhuhh...Rasa dah tak sanggup nak tgk ubat2 tu dah...Rasa badan nih dah jadik stor ubat plak...bau badan pon dah bau ubat aje. Thank God, there's one nite when i was sooo sick, Dear came to my house and took me to the other clinics. But sorry dear, I can't take that medicine...rasa alah sangat2 ngan ubat klinik tu. It was not i'm not appreciate your effort, but i just can't take it. It's kinda of allergy thing.

Sekarang nih dah boleh tarik nafas lega sket. I finished my Bank recon yesterday. Huhhh!!!Rasa beban dah lepas skett..The other recon also still on the way, some of it dah siap and need a little touch up before i submit it to the relevant person incharge.

Skang nih dah sihat sket rasa cam nak mkn ajer. Mkn dan mkn lagi...kalau hari tu takleh nak mkn langsung, this is the time to revenge..ehehhehee. Tapi alang-alang berat dah turun sket, i just need to be careful supaya tak naik balik berat. Nanti bising plak pihak2 berwajib tu nanti, maklumlerr Lembaga Penapisan Makanan dan Berat Badan laa katakan :p. Tapi nak buat camner kan, kalau dah naik. Hati senang laa katakan, betul tak dear???

I just can't wait until tomorrow. BALIK KAMPUNGGG.....HOYEEEEE!!!!Rasa cam dah lama jer tak balik. Dengarnya PakAndak n Mak Andak aku korban tahun nih...nih yg best nih...balik kg laaa gamaknye kitorang lepas semayang raye. Bleh jumpe Fareez...eeeiii musti comel dah si Fareez...Dah boleh jalan kot agaknyer.Errkk...balik kg?????abisss laaa aku kene terjah ngan soklan2 bonus lagi kali nihh..hari tu tak abis lagi edisi siasat diorang. Nih Cik An aku pon ade...hancus laaa hidup aku. Tanak balik buleh takkk???huwaaaaaaa

I just wondered how Atok Busu n MakDik kat Mekah skang nih???Sihat ke diorang? Yang paling aku risau mesti laa Tok Busu. Patutlaa mak aku asik demam aje. Takkan rindu kot kat mak sedare kesayangan dia tu??Tp sejak Tok Busu pegi Mekah nih, mak demam tak baik2. Sblm aku demam hari tu dia dah demam seminggu, smalam ayah called aku, mak baru baik demam lagi. Batuk baru nak baik. hurm....sah laaa rindu kat Tok Busu tu. Tok Busu balik dari Mekah tu nanti tgk laaa...melekat jer duaaa org member kamcing tu. Ade jer bende nak citerr.Seronok gak tgk camtu. Nanti aku ngan mak andak kalau dah tua2 pon camtu ker aaa???

Erk..dah 9.30. Kene start buat keje nih. Perut pon dah kenyang. Mata pon dah segar balik, so boleh laa buat keje. Oklah....chalos...adiossssss

KAULAH SEGALANYA....

After having a delicious dinner yesterday( yummy!!!), ERA played one of my fav song. I tuned the volume a little bit higher so that my dear will hear all the lyrics which I think refering to myself. Eventhough this song is quite an old song, but i like it very much. I will try to find the audio and put in this blog later.



Dear....this song is for u....

Kau merubah segala

Cinta yang ku dahaga

Kehadiran dirimu menyinari

Mekar semula hatiku

Kau lukis hidupku

Kau hias hatiku

Kau sambut cintaku tulus ikhlas

Suci hatimu kasih

Kaulah segalanya

Yang menyinar hidupku kasih

Hanya satunya yang kucintai

Sambutlah cintaku

Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku

Cintaku padamu

Ikhlas sejati

Hulur tanganmu kasih

Sambut cintaku

Jangan tinggalkan daku seorang diri

Tak sanggup dilukai

Maafkan daku jika salahku

Peristiwa yang pernah ku alami dulu

Aku tahu betapa pahitmu

Menerima sejarah hidupku

Kaulah segalanya

Yang menyinar hidupku kasih

Hanya satunya

Yang kucintai

Sambutlah cintaku

Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku

Cintaku padamu

Ikhlas sejati

Cintaku padamu

Ikhlas sejati....

OH!! HAPPY DAY

I received a phone call about 2.56 am this morning from Abg Fuad and Kak Yang informed me that she's in the hospital. I was so excited and asked her whether she has giving birth to her second child. She's laughing and told me that her vagina was just opened about only 4cm. She asked me not to worry much about her. Huh...its kinda me who wants to giving a birth at that time.

I can't sleep well after she called. Always check my handphone (mana laa tau tetiba off sendiri plak). But then, about 5 something, i felt sumthing that i can't describe and i checked my hp again, but no misscalled or sms's received from neither kak yang nor abg fuad. Later, just before 6.30 am, i received a call from anonymous no. and it was just a misscalled. I straight away called kak Yang and abg fuad answered it. He gave the phone to kak yang and the moment she told me that she just giving birth to his cutie little boy about 5 sumthing (no wonder i felt sumthing around 5-6am) , my tears drown like a water. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Thanks to Allah for saving kak Yang and my little cutie boy. I can't hardly wait to see her. Alhamdulillah, the baby is ok and everything is fine. The baby's weight is about 3 point sumthing and he is more fairer than Imal...alhamdulillah!!

I called my dear immediately and woke him for Subuh prayer. I told him that I got the second child (ehehe...berlagak jap ngan anak org)..and he was so excited. I can't stop crying caused i'm so happy and can't hardly wait to have my own baby (later aa dear..;p). He told me that he can't sleep well this morning (uiksss...why we always have the coincidence, dear??takkan awak rasa berdebar cam saya jugak??).

I just love both Imal and his new little brother and i really want to see them both as soon as possible. Now i got two kids!!!! Senang kan????

New year, new task

On the last day of 2004, I had a meeting with all Asst. Manager and Officers conducted by our Manager. Dapat email panggil meeting aje pon dah tau ape agenda utama, RESTRUCTURING. Agak cuaks jugak. Mana laa tau kene transfer ker, kene head new unit ker, sayang laa nak tinggalkan opis aku yang tersayang nih.

I was informed that En Husen is taking over my task at Melaka campus, so i will just concentrate on my unit at Cyber only. So..rasa lega jugak laaa. So takder laa terkejar2 ke Melaka nak siapkan keje. But after that, he informed that another unit will park under me, Procurement. Hurm...quite interesting. Macam tau2 jer aku tak minat nak buat akaun2 nih...cause myself towards mgmt accounting. Syukur sangat2 laaa.

Rasa lega jugak laa dah tak ke Melaka. So i can be fair to my staff also. Dulu terasa cam mengabaikan kak suzy n kak abar, tp sebenarnya tadek niat pon nak abaikan diorang. Cuma masa lebih byk abiskan di Cyber, so i just had a little time wif them. Ape kabar laa kak abar n kak suzy. Bila dah tak ke Melaka, means that, tak dapat laa jumpa yang lelain cam kak fazilah, kak ena, kak seri, kak diana n cik din. Windu laaa nanti kat diorang.

Yang lagi tak best ...dah tentu laaa jarang dapat balik rumah dah. Kalau dulu, lepas keje bleh balik rumah terus. Skang nih mmg bercintalah nak rush pegi pudu balik, amik tiket malam. Lemah lutut aku camnih. tak sanggup dah aku nak bersesak2 kat Pudu tuh...rimasss!!!!

Skang nih tgh belajar sket2 ttg new task. The most important thing, tgh pk camner nak bawak masuk Sa'ar dalam opis nih. Ooo..luper..bila dah dapat unit baru, maknanya aku dapat lagi sorang staff..so skang in Cyber , i got 3 staffs. All quite supportive. So, nak bawak masuk sorang staff lagi, aku kene laa make sure sitting position dia comfortable. Aku nak dia lebih rasa selesa dari tempat lama dia. Tp blom dapat idea lagi camner..so sementara nih dia terpaksa laa stay at his place dulu. Hurm...

Hope with this coming new year, i had a new life. Hope much2 more interesting than the previous years.InsyaAllah!

2004...IN MEMORIES

Welcome to 2005...and goodbye 2004...the most memorable year in my life. A lot of things happen in my life that most of it I want to throw it out from my memory ( cause now i put it in my Recycle Bin of my RAM, but i tried very hard to DELETE it cause some errors occured while i'm deleting it).

The biggest thing happen in my life that InsyaAllah , I won't forget until the last day of my life when my dearest came into my life and love me until i fell in love with him. Thanks dear for giving me a strengths and gives everything that i want in my life.

There's a few thing that sometimes i regret that i cannot achive through out the year.

1. Laptop/Notebook (to replace my old pc..)

2. Digital Camera Canon Ixus i...and now i want Canon Ixus i5 for ayah

3. Reebok / Nike shoes

4. CD changer for my car

5. A set of SKII skincare

6. Perfumes

- Pleasures Intense by Estee Lauder

- Glamorous by Ralph Lauren

- Simply by Clinique

- True Star by Tommy Hilfiger

- Eternity Love by CK

- Cheap & Chick by Moschino

- Paul Smith Extreme by Paul Smith

7. Padini Office Suit

8. New purse

9. New set of couch for mak

10. New set of furniture for my room

11. New handphone for ayah

12. Dunhill and CK perfume for ayah n abang

13. DVD player

14. New oven for mak

Hurm....such a long list kan???I hope in this 2005, i will try to get most of it.

MY LOVELY MBA

I had a little time this morning reviewing some pictures from my files..and suddenly I saw this pic...Oh my !!!I miss my MBA a lot!!!I think i didn't drive it for 5 months..(yeah...almost that long). Since i bought that car for my parents (and of course for my lovely brother...I know that u drove it to everywhere , abang), I just had a chance once to drove it when my mom took me back from work at Melaka. Last week , went back to my home(huh...after more than a month i spent my weekend at Cyber) , i just can stare at my car but I am too lazy to take it out from the porch. Well baby...i miss u so much..and wait until i come home to meet u again...waacchaaaa!!!

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i've updated some features in my blog (sapa yg rajin tgk mesti perasan kan..) mostly audio part..before this i put my fav song, but now i put my ehem2 fav song (dear..'tis song is special for u..best tak saya??)

Susah jugak nak carik lagu nih..tgh2 surf..terjumpe plak lagu nih..Anyway..enjoy!!

Artis : Ruffedge

Lagu : Bila Rindu

Di keheningan malam

Termenung ku berseorang

Tak lena mata dipejam

Terdengar suara terngiang

Suara merdu yang disayang

Bagai kau didepan mata

Ku capai tapi tak kena

Sukarnya memendam rasa

Ingin ku luahkan kata

Bila rindu

Terkenang mu sayang terasa sayu

Syahdunya jiwa ku bila malam makin kelam

Jauh terbang diri ku melayang

Aku rindu

Sentuhan mu, ku rasa sayu

Inginkan jiwa mu selubungi jiwa ini

Bawa ku dalam pelangi

Melepasi batas diri ini.

Jauh angan ku lena

Ku rasa kita bersama

Kau bawa daku ke sana

Ke alam kisah yang lama

Kenangan di dalam jiwa

Bila tersedar semula

Disisiku kau tiada

Sukarnya ku pendam rasa

Inginku luahkan semua

Sesungguhnya kita mestilah

Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat menghormati

Ikhlas kasih

Sabar insyAllah kita akan

Bertemu semula

Aura yang memecah semesta

Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian dikala sendirian

Kesepian menyelubungi hari-hariku

Disajikan dalam doa-doa rindu

Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi

Seperti mimpi-mimpiku fantasiku

Bukan dongeng lagi yang sayup kedengaran

Disisi cuping di setiap corong

Lorong yang lohong

Benar ku tak bohong

Bila hati menyanyi

FIRST TIME FIRST IN MY LIFE

I went home on Friday eve after worked at Melaka campus, means that away for a 3 days from him. It's quite berat hati to leave him alone here, but therefore I need a time for my family also laa kan.The nite before, we spent time together, having dinner at our fav place ( and terkantoi dengan abg Joe and his wife...malunyerrr) and borak2 for a few hours before he sent me home.

The first few hours away from him agak ok jugak, but then i'm started to miss him a lot. Sent a lot of sms (although i knew my dearest so lazy to sms), and called him in the middle of the night. Camnih ker rasa org berchenta ek??Never felt like tis before...hurmm

It's so tiring spent a day at home with nobody (except my bro yg asik maen game ajer), i slept that evening for a few hours (seb baik tak terlepas zuhur)..and woke up with nobody at the hall(coz everybody is sleeping at that time). Seb baik mak balik cepat from kenduri, so i could spent time with her for a few minutes before ayah woke up and take away mak from me...so sad..sob sob sob :(( . As usual, diorang pon nak dating jugak kan???)

My dear called me again in the middle of the nite and we had a few stories to share each other( sorry aaa..takleh bitau korang..rahsiaaa) :P. And i can't hardly wait for tomorrow to see him at KL.

I went back to KL on Sunday eve . While waiting for the bus, i met 2 old frens ( geng SMKDMT dulu...Thava and Lee Wei)..a lot of stories to share..until the bus came and took me away from them.

Highway jammmeddd!!!busan sungguh dalam bas. I tried to sleep, but just for a while. Tried to read a mag, but can't focus. Dunno why. The bus was so slowed.Busan..busan.

Reach KL almost at 6.30pm..and as usual teringat nak naik bas lagi satu ke Cyber. Seb baik my dearest called by the time i reached Pudu. Kalau tak mesti dia tertunggu2 sorang2.Sian dear.

I felt so nervous by the time i saw him. Goshhh!!Dunno wat to do. The first sentence came out from my mouth " Awak sihat???" Gosh againn..of course he did! i asked him already that morning. aiyakkkk!!!!felt sumthing bang on my head at that time..

Rasa cam pelik plak ade org jemput balik dr rumah. Mmg tak pernah org jemput aku kat KL, and this is my first experience, rasa cam pelik sangat2 laa plak. But somehow, felt so appreciated and to be loved by him (heheheh...). I hope next time, i still know how to take a bus from Pudu to Cyber , ye dear??

Happy Birthday to Our Dearest Atie :)
May God bless you

Hugs & Kisses :
Kak Aini & Auni

Happy 23rd Birthday to me....

I'm 23rd today!!! I'm a big girl now, no more childish attitude in me (I hope)...

Having a though I will celebrate it alone (like the other years)..since my dearest was so tired and no excuse to ask him out , I just slept after read a novel (merajuk laa kununnyer nih...bawak hati yg lara). Sharp 12 o'clock, still sleeping (dreaming actually)...heard someone opened my door. Thought it was Nanee, I just ignore it. Suddenly, heard the birthday song sang by all my housemate, terkejut terbangak-bangak (bak kate Nanee). With the sleepy face and my blanket still on me, bangun laa jugak. It was so dark and I only saw the candle lights and they bring it down to me. So touching while blowing the candles. So we having fun while eating the cakes..siap main calit2 lagi..abisss muke.And also got my second present from Nency...the cute tiger...so cute...

My dearest called me at 12.20 (since he is so tired...sian dear) with his sweet message. Tp rasa merajuk jugak sbb he is not the first person who wish me. But it's ok as long he still remembered my sweet day. Dear...i know u'd blamed urself for the late wish, but it's ok. I know u're tired and i know u waited for so long for that moment but something happen that u can't avoid it. Thank you so much for the wish....

Came to the office..and the first person at the office wish me is Tina. As usual, mesti jerit kat telinga aku. Mmg hantu punyer budak. Mmg saje dia tak sms wish aku mlm tadi sbb nak surprise kan aku. Sayang kat Tina.

My dearest called me again at 9.30 am (that is the time i was born)..and plus his sweet sms. Thanks dear.Love u so much.

Received a lot of msg and emails from a frens for my 23rd befday. Mimie and Cik Eta came to my office for special delivery from them, a card and a nice brooch. Halemaakk..seronok gilerrr

Mak and Ayah called to wish me. Ingat jugak diorang befday aku tahun nih. surprised sangat.

At 5.05 pm, by the time I cleared my table, Kak Yang told me that En Sam called me since he was so lazy to come to me. Dengan busannyer, aku pon kluar opis, then En Sam lambai aku. He asked me to look at his back, Oh My God!!!! A cakeeeee!!! My second cakes. All my officemate sang a befday song...so touchable. Rasa terharu. And i know sapa punyer keje nih...tak lain tak bukan mesti Tina. Sedap je hiding blakang dinding. Hantu betol. Seronok sangat dapat celebrate ngan diorang. So surprised bila Abg Fuad bawak anak angkat aku, Imal datang opis...Rindu sangat2 kat diaaa...Terus amik dia dan suapkan kek kat mulut dia..sayang sangat kat Imal.

Can't hardly wait for tonite. My dearest promised me to celebrate alone with me. Walaupon masih merajuk dengan dia, tp sbb sayang, tak kesah laaa..Sian gak kat dia. Tak sabar sangat2 nak jumpe my dear.And i dun know what to wear...help meee!!!!!

I would like to send my gratitude to all my housemates (Nanee, Nency, Fathiah n Wawa) for the unsangkarable surprised with the cute present, My boss (Pn Noraini) for the wish, Tina and all the colleagues for the song, the cakes and the joy i shared wif them this evening, Kak Yang and abg Fuad for brought Imal for me, Zana for the call and present, Ustaz Nazri for the present, Mimie and Cik Eta for the card and lovely present , Naj and Sha for the wish , Abg Joe yg sabar pujuk aku on behalf of my dearest and all frens who never forgets my befday...and specially thanks to my dearest for the calls and wishes.

I'm 23rd now...hoyeeee (never feel so happy like this since i hate being 20's ). InsyaAllah, i would never forget this befday since a lot of surprised happen to me today.

Can't hardly wait for tonite!!!!

The perfect guy

Yesterday....!!!!What a wonderful day, yesterday. Went out yesterday with my dearest to KL for the first time (sbb selalunyer date kat tempat faveret dia jer...eheh..jgn marah ye dear). Memula tu rasa tak berapa selesa sbb tak pernah lagi kuar berdua ke KL...selalunya kalau tak sorang mesti ngan member2.Rasa lain macam jugak memula tu..ye laaa tak biasa. But my dearest pandai ambil hati, so rasa makin comfortable kluar dengan dia. Tunggu dia lama kat rumah, tp salah aku jugak sbb lambat mandi, so dia kluar dr rumah pon lambat laa..Rasa cam dah panas jer memula tu. Almaklumlaa..tak suke menunggu org. Tp bila nampak jer my dear senyum, terus sejuk.

We went by public transport sbb my dear kata dia tak pernah lagi naik public transport since he has a car. So ape lagi..mmg faveret aku pon kalau pegi KL senang naik public transport jer. Rimas dengan jammed, traffic semua. Panas plak tu. Seb baik my dear faham perangai aku.Agak sabar jugak dia nih bila tgk.

Got so many people at KLCC..so aku dah naik rimas and we went back after Zohor. Then we went to SOGO for lunch. Yang seronoknyer kat SOGO tu sbb aku terjumpe sling bag idaman aku..then ade sale plak..so affordable laaa..Sian my dear..terpaksa temankan aku. Sorry yer dear. Hurm...kire dear pon perancang yang bagus. Suh aku pk byk kali jugak sblm aku beli bag tu..tp sbb aku dah mmg giler sangat nak bag tu, dia pon dah surrender dah ..(surrender ker dear???ehhehe). After SOGO, Midvalley plak..uhuh..tak pernahnyer aku marathon mcm tu skalik. Frustrated sangat sbb sport shoes yg aku nak tadek...seb baik dear pandai pujuk. Pastu dear pon pilihkan sandal plak sbb kaki aku dah naik sakit pakai sandal yg aku pakai masa tu...sama taste jugak rupanya my dear nih.Nih yg buat lagi sayang nih.

Having dinner at some place (rahsia...), sangat byk mkn + 2 pieces of Secret Recipe's cakes. Burrpp...kenyang sungguh. My dear pon terkejut tgk aku mkn mcm tu skalik... My dear asik tgk jer aku mkn..pelik kot tgk org perempuan leh mkn byk camtu...Sorry laa dear. Tak reti kontrol kalau bab mkn.

Mmg rasa happy sangat2 kluar dengan my dear smalam. So patientttt!!!Tatau camner dia bleh sabar ngan aku. Thanks yer dear sbb tahan dengan kerenah saya. U're such a perfect guy for me!My biggest fear is losing him. He is the only person that has loved me for me and not what I look like. He is the only person that makes me feel like I belong. I love everything he does.

Today : 5 lessons when in love

While having a conversation with a fren ( kawan aku yg paling giler kat opis), she taught me a few lessons when we're in love. Aku rasa nih laa lesson paling giler penah aku dengar. However, masuk akal jugak ape yg dia ajar aku.

Lesson 1 : Tayah merajuk sbb tadek org nak pujuk

because my dearest mmg tak reti langsung nak pujuk aku time aku merajuk, so paling bagos tayah merajuk langsung. Tina kate, buat dek jerrr.....

Lessons 2: Kawen jer bila dah rasa angau sangat

Yang nih mmg aku takleh nak ikut laaa..sbb aku belum ke tahap angau giler...tp tatau laa my dearest camner...(awak, awak dah angau sangat kerr??belom lg kan?)

Lessons 3 : Don't get married until u're ready to do so

Sbb si Tina sibuk sangat suh aku kawen , aku kate tunggu dia beranak 2 dulu ( ye laaa...kene laa dulukan kakak. Kang kate langkah bendul plaks). Dia kate mlm kang dia carik tok kadi, nikahkan dia, pastu dia suh aku kawen. Bila aku dah kawen, dia nak ceraikan hubby dia minggu depan...Terukkan perempuan tuh....Ntah hape2 si Tina nih. Giler betol.

Lessons 4 : Hati2 sblm kawen

Tina kate selalunya lelaki nih sayang giler kat kite sblm kawen jer. Semua bende kite nak, mesti dia kasik nyer. Tp lepas kawen, dia dah tak kesah dah kat kite. Nak manje2 pon dah tak dapat dah. Pastu kalau buleh, nak letak kite kat rumah jadik brg hiasan supaya org lain takleh nampak. Paling tercabar bile awek dia kene kebas org. (Betolker ape Tina cakap ni , awak??Camtu awak takleh aaa nak manjekan saya lagi).

Lessons 5 : Jgn jadik mangsa Buli( mcm citer "Buli: Hidup Jgn Jadi Mangsa" tu)

Bila kite dah ade companion nih, katenyer kite kene keras sket. Kalau kite asik berlembut jer, partner kite tu suke buli kite. Susah laa kite nanti. Itu yg ape Tina kate....aku tak terkate ape2 pon...


Sekian lesson utk hari nih. Tina belom ajar lagi lesson yg seterusnya. Esok2 dia ajar lagi....